MOTB; Boho Blabber

Hello Lovies.
   I'd like to apologize to the SD Beauties for disappearing for a bit and not giving you a good enough explanation. So please forgive me. Hopefully I'll be active again but I can't exactly guarantee.

Anyway, I hope you're all very well and are smiling constantly (even if it's for no reason at all -Smiling for no reason is the best anyway) and that you've got a nice, planned/ relaxed Weekend coming up.
I have a feeling this'll be a long post...

MOB:

The "blouse" I'm wearing is actually a dress that I've tucked into my shorts. I Love this dress a lot. The colours, the stitching, the design .It's cute.

I've started to think 'Why only upload one picture of my outfit?' so there's another awkward pose for you there. And I've also taken a picture of me wearing it as a dress:

It's quite short (and don't worry, I'm wearing the shorts underneath them still). I think a pair of nice treggings (don't confuse it with jeggings) underneath but I'm not quite sure. What do you think? How else should I wear this dress?
By the way, items included are:
-Patterned Dress from Next
-Short shorts from H&M
-Patterned tights from Accessorize
-Brown Brogues from TopShop
-Leaf Ring from Evans/ Dorothy Perkins (not sure which one..)

And that's it, I think. Hope you like the outfit.

So, I might go a bit personal in this specific post. But then again, this is a Personal Blog and I don't mind sharing with you what I am about to write.
I need to start a brand new chapter in my Life. Turn over a fresh leaf and begin from the start (durr). I need to start thinking positively about myself. I mean, I find it easy to do it for others, sometimes. But when it comes to Sara, it's like: "Mehh. You." and my mind ends up putting me down and getting all depressed about silly things and frankly, I've had enough.
I want to change my way of thinking, but it's so much easier said than done... Because I've tried, believe me. Maybe not hard enough, but I have tried.
I suppose I need all the support I can get. But this is something I need to change on my own. Oh how confusing this situation is for me.
I'll end my blabbing there. There's something in my eye and it's irritating it. Grr.

Enjoy your Day :)
       -Sara, bohemianbeauty6